Mood:  not sure
You can call me Sam. I'm a 15 year old girl. Let me introduce myself properly.

Sam isn't my real name, lets start with that. I am not using me real name because a) I don't like my real name and b) i think it would make it easier for my family to find, and don't enjoy the thought of them reading any of this.
I was born in the uk. We moved to france when I was 7 and I now live in spain. My parents got divorced when I was two, and my dad lives in ireland. My mother married my stepdad when I was 7.

I have been riding horses since we moved to france. Horses are my life.

I have had a pretty bad life, so far, full of trauma and shit. One of the worse happened when I was 11 or 12 at my riding school. I got severely depressed about it and overate. When I realised how fat I was, somewhere between 12 and 13, i stopped eating for a while. I never got anywhere, but was always trying to be thinner. I never threw up, but over exercising and undereating have been with me until now, at 15. I haven't lost any weight. In fact i have gained weight. This is due to the occasional bingeing, and a few periods of normal eating. At the moment, I weigh 53 kilos, and I am 1.66 m tall. This blog is going to help me lose weight. My goal is 46 kilos. Wish me luck!

So you all know how I'm doing, here is my weight loss tracker: